And his deep black eyes,
Open wide staring at mine.
I kinda fell in shock, my dear,
A boy so fragile, full of fear.
"It's okay", he said: "I'm fine."
So much beauty,
Way more pain.
How can beauty,
Look so sad?
But even more:
Why the FUCK do I want you sooo bad?
It's been a rough couple weeks,
"Life's a bumpy road", they say,
But I don't even know how to drive.
You shook me awake
Woke me up like sleeping beauty,
Made me feel alive,
Like nothing ever could.
The rain is clashing through the window,
The sound is buzzing in my ears.
BABY, BABY, I'm awake.
My eyes are filled with broken tears.
Feeling more than I can take.
I'm staring at those fat grey clouds,
I'm here, you're gone.
I'm crying in my pillowcase,
While long ago you have moved on.
There's nothing more for me to chase.
Only picture-perfect memories that I need to erase.
What if we will meet again?
You, me, one re-union.
Rebuilding our empire.
It was ACTUALLY meant to be?
You and I is all I see?
Oh, BABY BABY,
I'm so scared,
My toxic lover,
Is he gone?
I'm not ready to move on.
Can't just pass it to the next one.
He was the one.
He was the one.
Maybe will never feel like this again,
What is there to learn from all this pain?
- Just another broken heart
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